Undeniable
Lay down
Drift away
Enlighten the mind in which you leave today
This precious moment
You know that we both want it
Breathing heavy as we lie content, free again
I can't do this on my own
I need a push to ensure I'm not alone
Undeniable
Now we're running
There must be somthing
To draw you back to what you felt before
Frail and hopeless
Not at all
I hear you in the distance as you call me again
Pounding, beating me for what I can't do
Digging, grinding, searching for the light in you
I'll keep looking into you
Right untill I feel you through
Resurrect
Who am I to thank?
This way of thinking fades
Now I can move on
These shades of grey are gone
I'm looking for a new way
I knew in time I'd get away
No more clouds above
No more doubts of who I love
Should I've felt sorry
Now what does this life have for me?
Can't you see that I've been bleeding
Take this away so I can breathe again
Bring me back to life
So I can feel some peace within
Now it seems so strange
My thoughts are rearranged
The pain I felt so long ago
I can't remember anymore
A light is burning inside
I can no longer hide
My whole world has turned around
No more thoughts of feeling down
I feel sick, caught up in this pain within me
In my head, my thoughts are dying inside
I feel numb, I can't feel my heart beating
So will you resurrect me?
We've been suffering for far too long
But all this time we've grown so strong
Learn from our mistakes we made so long ago
Cause that's what taught me everything I know
The
Words You Say
Never stop to think what life would be without you
Erasing all my pain with everything you do
Your smile fills me up with light inside
I will always love you, I will be by your side
The words you say, you spoke today
They sound so perfect to me
The words you say, I heard today
They sound so soothing to me
Never looking back on who I was before
I don't care cause I don't worry anymore
I'm living for the moment everyday to see your face
When I'm with you I'm reminded I'm in my place
And I want you to know I'll always be here listening
No matter what you will always make me think positively
Breathless
Restless in my sleep, feeling weak
Breathless when you're standing right in front of me
I try to move my mouth but no words come out
You're just fine but I am still in doubt
Now I'm hiding in fear
(You put me out, I'm so reckless now)
Someone tell me how I got here
(You put me down, I'm so breathless now)
But you're okay, this ends today
No looking back we're done, it's over
But you're okay, you've gone away
No looking back we're done, it's over
I'm begging you, you know, I'm alive again
But you turn away just like you did back then
Blame myself for my mistakes, no regret at all
How could you just stand there and watch me fall?
You can't deny mistakes you make
I'm watching all the steps you take
There's no regret in your mind
I look at us and I ask how
We were so close I can't explain
What I feel what is this pain
It hurts so much I could suffocate
And choke on who I am today
The
Man Inside
Concealing what's inside this time
This feeling deep in me tonight
I shroud these thoughts I keep in mind
I can see but I'm still blind
No more descretion
No more deception
No more mimicking the man I'm changing
I won't expose the pain I hide
I won't explode and reveal the man inside
Everything is gone it seems
Everything away from me
All those things I held so close
It seems I still miss you the most
The man inside...
Between
Day and Night
Never lonely when I'm alone
Never down when I'm at the bottom
As I scream "Is this me?"
I open my new eyes to see
The sun comes up, the night sky becomes bright
The sky lights up, the darkness pushed aside
Never weakened when I'm afraid
Never crawling whenever I fall
My back up straight, my head held high
I spread my new wings to fly
I'll never fall again
I'll never crawl again
Drifter
My eyes are getting heavy
My body drifts away
Everything turns upside down
I no longer control what I say
I drift into oblivion
My eyes are closed but I still see
Anything is possible
How creative can my mind be?
Somebody tell me, is this real?
Playing on my emotions, how I feel
Am I wrong or is this just a dream
Am I asleep cause nothing's as it seems
Images of pain and pleasure flash through my brain
Sometimes I feel like I have gone insane
My way of thinking is different from the night before
But I know that once I see you I won't feel this anymore
Deep
Inside
And her stare, so deep
I can tell by your look that it's real
I can still make sense of myself forever
Yesterday she said "you're mine"
And now I feel so alive
Everytime I see her
And it's for her that I feel
Deep Inside of myself
I can tell you're awake
I can hear you breathing
I give you myself forever
And there's still more to come
More to take
More to feel
More to hurt
Tired
of Being Tired
No time to think, no time to sleep
All these stressful thoughts are blinding
I can barely see
I need some way to escape
Falling further, I need a change
It's so pathetic I'm not free
Some time all by myself is all I need
I need some time to think this through
I'm not the only one
Aren't you tired too?
Fighting so hard not to fall
I'm still struggling but I won't lose it all
Separate me from this place
I'm not strong enough to face this pain today
And I want you to know that it's not you
It's something inside
I can think this through
Reveries
Pressure's rising
My patience growing thin
All those little things
That would never set me off back then
Distractions tempt me
Losing focus time to time
My wandering mind still kills me
I am running blind
Someone save me, someone save me now
Before I drown
God I feel so close
But I'm still so far away
Will I ever make it?
Will I leave this place someday?
Will I escape?
Under the spotlight
Once again I'm screaming
Flashbacks fuel adrenaline
I cave in
No sign of progress
Is there still more room to win?
Where do I come clean?
Where do I begin?
When will I realize?
Open my eyes I'm breaking
All this time, all the lies
All the steps I've taken
No light in sight
Calming the storm I'm walking through
Negative and screaming back at you
I'm still turning blue
Wander
You still wander through my veins
You move right through me
You still haunt my mind
And it drives me insane
Misguided, confined in a place you'll never find
Strained and faded in a place I used to hide
I still don't know what to do
I still have some faith in you
I keep these memories locked inside
Like a secret kept that's just mine
Lost in a world where I never thought,
I'd run from you
My eyes are wide open but I'm still blind
And I'm constantly reminded that I'm
Misguided, confined in a place you'll never find
Strained and faded in a place I used to hide
Never letting go, never giving in
Never letting go, never giving in
Delete
Key
Take this, fake that
Disregard and never look back
Intentions all thrown away
Bottled up pain's rising
Exploding again and I'm trying
To make you believe you won't
You never will
You wouldn't save me
The shit that you gave me
Shut me down
Pull me out
Push me off the edge I'm falling anyway
Shut me down
Pull me out
Keep my head under the wake
I'm drowning anyway
Take this, fake that
So I can build and never look back
Recovery takes it's toll and you're to blame
Left alone, still waiting
Leave me be or just save me
I need to get away
You need to go away
I'll leave this behind
This will surely pass by
But I still wonder why you wouldn't save me
I'll forgive you just let me go
You might as well...
Cellophane
You product...You tool
Plastic assembly line
You product
You're all alike
Duplicate
Wrapped in cellophane
You tool
You're all the same
Your circuitry
Veins made of wire
Your make-up's material
You'll never know
You'll never realize
The molds all solidified
And built in lies
Built in a factory
Then packaged and suffocated
Before
the Horizon
Reaching out among our minds
Back and forth and in between the lines
To never change, just rearrange
Within our minds is strength we'll never stray
This blood runs so thick through my body
There's no lie
There's no pain within me
As I watch these days go by
I clinch and strain my eyes
With help beside I come to realize
My confliction's gone inside
Broken, mended by my brothers
We'll compromise before we see the sun rise...
With strength within
There's still no end
This blood's forever if you're throwing in
All I've known
All I give
This silent pact breathes it's the way we live
We've thrown these walls up
Built to last forever
We're on the front line
Waiting for a sign
You know it's now or never
We're not alone this time
Bruised but not broken
There's something in the soul
That fuels me, it drives me
I know I'm not alone
The
Abyss
We built our defenses
Then we left them all alone
Now we ask ourselves
How we get so lost in the unknown?
We reach for more, we're getting less
The effort put into the useless
Enter our descention
Exit light
You walk away but I still fight
You get away but I still try
You speak above I don't hear you
Just feed the will you give into
These skies will fall and turn grey now
This voice inside screams so loud
You never cared enough, I don't
Cause you break the bonds well I'll break you
I try to swim to shore
But the water's just to deep
I'm asking you to give me life
Cause I can't even breathe
The current pulls us under
Below what you don't see
Beneath the deepest places...
Return to land, return to pasttime
I'd agree but you crossed the line
You turned our heads toward the sun
Leaving us all blind
Close your eyes, Look above
Sink below into your lost hope
Rays of light creep through the cracks amidst the ocean rooftop
Take a look inside
Realize there's still not far to go I'm hoping
I'll still get to safety breathing
Find another tide
Open up and let the inside feel what's coming
No use in lying straight to myself now
Boiling
Point
It seems like the world's out to get me
The world is my enemy
The pulse in my temple beats faster
Blood boiling
I'd rather scream outloud
Than hold it in on the inside
Make way for the fire
The skin burns on the outside
All my life I've held it in
For way too long
The fire burns within
Negative, not who I am
But I'll fight here as long as I can stand
No point in a use of discretion
It's way too late for a compromise
The sun seems to cold for comfort
It froze my eyes
I'd rather break my bones
Cause there's no more consequence
Make way for disaster
I created this
And I still plead guilty
I just can't control myself
But noone's innocent, you could never tell
Forgiven again and again
Untill there's noone to blame
Take cover, run from yourself
It's the only way
Stories
You know how to turn me on
You now how to set me off
You make me sick
Watching, you know my every move
Disgusted with everything you do
There it goes again the same old story
But I won't believe you I'll never need to
There is nothing more than I can give
Just let me live
Omega
You rest upon a bed made of thorns
Still waiting for the roses underneath the bloom again
But the sun seems paralyzed
These seasons never change
We always seem to find a way to get around
Hide out from the cold
Retreat to underground
You body's just a burden for your soul
Your skin is just a prison
You just have to let it go
Just whisper
Make me numb
While you close your eyes
I remember what you said
You told me,
"Just hold your head up high"
The rain falls faster, the thunder rolling in
Here comes another flood to wash away the innocence
And we wither as we wonder why this drought keeps dragging on
This test of patience turns child into man
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